Loving A Sailor

Loving a Sailor is'nt just a play,
Loving him truly is a high price to pay.

It's being alone with nothing to hold,

It's being young, but feeling old.

It's loving him whisper his love for you,

It's whispering back, you love him too.

There's always a kiss and a promise for more,

As his ship slowly glides away from the shore.

Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,

While you're dying inside from wanting him so.

Watching him leave with eyes filled with tears,

Standing alone with your hopes, dreams, and fears.

It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,

To a far away love, in a far away town.

It's going to temple, to kneel and to pray,

And really meaning the things that you say.







Days go by - no mail for a spell,
You wait for some words to hear that he is well.

Then a letter arrives and you're given in,
To open this letter and read with a grin.

Yes, he is well and misses you so,

And filled with the love you wanted to know.

Weeks are like months, and months are like years,
You wait for the day you'll have no more fears.

Days go by slowly - how many have passed?
Then suddenly you realize it's here at last!

Yes loving a Sailor isn't much fun,
But it's worth the price when the heart is won.

And remember he is thinking of you every day,
He's sad, he's lonely, while so far away.

So love him and miss him and hold your head high,
Be strong and have faith - wipe that tear from your eye.

Your man is a Sailor, like those who have gone before,
It's a high price to pay for loving a Sailor!

2010 Resolutions.

I am Thankful :

For my Mother,
Who suggest what is for dinner tonight
BECAUSE it means
SHE IS HOME FOR ME.







FOR my Father,
Who is on the sofa, watching his favourite tv Channels,
BECAUSE it means
HE IS HOME WITH ME.

 
 

FOR the taxes I pay
BECAUSE it means
I AM EMPLOYED.
















FOR the mess to clean after a party
BECAUSE it means 
I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.


 







 
FOR the clothes that fit a little too snug
BECAUSE it means 
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.





FOR my shadow that watches me work on the ship deck
BECAUSE it means
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE. 

FOR a lawn that needs mowing,
windows that need cleaning,
and gutters that need fixing
BECAUSE it means
I HAVE A HOME.

 
FOR all the complanining
I hear about the Government
BECAUSE it means
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. 




 

FOR the parking spot

I find that at the far end of the parking lot
BECAUSE it means 
I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. 

  
FOR my huge heating bill
BECAUSE it means
I AM WARM. 











FOR the lady who sings off key in jazz cafe

BECAUSE it means
I CAN HEAR.





FOR the pile of laundry and ironing
BECAUSE it means
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR. 

FOR wearness and aching muscles at the end of the day
BECAUSE it means
I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours
BECAUSE it means
I AM STILL ALIVE. 

Do You Remember When?

"those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it again" - George Santayana, 1863

The day when you will find that I became very old,

                try to have some patience to me and try to understand me.

If I get dirty by eating…
If I have some difficulty dressing…

be patient... Remember the hours that I spent to learn you
any sorts of things when you were small.

If I repeat the same thing dozens of time,

does not interrupt me…  Listen to me…

If I do not wash myself any more so often under the shower,

do not reprimand and do not tell me that it is a shame.

Remember how many excuses I had to invent to make

you take a bath you were small.

By seeing my ignorance towards the new technologies,

do not laugh of me but leave me rather the time to understand

I taught you so many things indeed to eat well …to dress well… to behave well… how to confront the problems of the life …

If I sometimes miss memory or am not able to follow a conversation, 

leave me the necessary time to recollect  and if I do not reach there,

do not become a nervous and arrogant person

because the most important for me,…

it is to be with you and to be able to speak to you.

If I refuse to eat, do not force myself…

I know very well when I am hungry and when I am not hungry. .

When my poor legs will not allow me any more to move as before …

Help me in the same way as I held your hands
to learn you make your first steps.

And when one day, I shall say to you that I do not want to live any more …
that I want to die,  do not get angry … 

because one day, you will also understand

Try to understand that at certain age, we do not really live any more. We simply survive!

One day, you will understand that in spite of all my errors, I always wanted what was best for you and that I prepared you the ground for when you’ve grown up.

You do not have to feel sad, unfortunate or incompetent in front of my old age and of my state.
You have to stay near me, try to understand what I live, to make your best as I did at  your birth.

Help me to walk, help me to end my life with love and patience.

The only way that I need to thank you for it, it is a smile and a lot of love from you.

“When I am gone, do worship me but do not serve me. To serve are to your parents who brought you up in this world. For them is the living Buddha on earth.” – Buddha.

Just When I Thought...

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Here I am... playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free

Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending



Just when I thought I was  over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without...you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you


Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you

She just knows who she is... :)

MY DAD- tribute

hi everybody
today i feel like writing about someone special in my life
my dad.



this is my dad. (picture on the right)

born in the year of horse in chinese lunar year
everyone called him "UNCLE FOONG"

since small, he always cook for me before and after school hours.
and will always sent me to school with his motorcycle (only when me this lazybum slept over and missed my school bus at times)
during primary school, i remember i always left my exercise books at home
he will always ride bike home and bring it for me whenever i called him through public phone for SOS


he cook the best food on earth
for everyone for every occasion throughout my life

 since small, he always bring my family go travel oversea which he believe travels broaden a person's mind.
i always thank God i found such father like him, without him. i wont be able to have the chance to see the world even when i was a little kid.


even now, we still practise the way of travel as a family, either oversea or inter states within Malaysia.

and the most amazing part about my father is
he is extremely good in telling JOKES!!!
sometimes my friend will refer me to king of jokes
but
i can humbly admit its all from my dad's!

he is always the one who cheer my up when im down.
my fellow friends loves to come to my house sometimes just to talk to my dad and hear his funny jokes.
he is too good in jokes With his funny EXPRESSION.

i always proud to introduce the world my jovier dad
he can tell jokes in a spark of seconds
im glad everyone just loves him.

DAD,
When i was born,
You were there to catch me when i fall, whenever and wherever.
When i said my first words,
You were there for me,
to teach me the whole dictionary if need be.
When i took my first steps,
You were there to encourage me on.
When i had my first day at school,
you were there to give me advice and help me with my homework.
I still havent walked down the aisle, or had my first child.
But i know you will be there for me through all these times and more, the good and bad.
So i just wrote this to say 'I LOVE YOU DAD!!!'

In near future, we are not the captain, but dad, you are the true captain, who brought your only two sons into successful master mariners of the sea. 

a humble present for Pa&MaMi

Name:                    GG (stands for Girl Girl)




Breed:                    Toy Poodle a.k.a. teacup poodle

Gender:                  Female
Born:                      10th March 2009    (currently 9months17days old)
Owner:                   Kathy (my mom)

hello everyone! my name is gg, i was named when
i was a tiny little puppy on the hand of my owner

i was bought over because there is this guy who work at the sea always.
he thought of getting me to accompany his mother when he is at sea

he is very cheeky. always play hide and seek with me
and i will run to him when i hear he open the door.
i am happy when everybody in my house

and i am very curious about everything around me.

 

i love crowded people visits my house!

most of the time my mommy will bring me to the sea side to walk during evening

and my mom like to dress me!
and i enjoy showing off~

"God could not be everywhere and therefore He made mothers. "

- Jewish Proverb