Friday, January 8, 2010

Loving A Sailor
























Loving a Sailor is'nt just a play,
Loving him truly is a high price to pay.

It's being alone with nothing to hold,
It's being young, but feeling old.


It's loving him whisper his love for you,
It's whispering back, you love him too.






There's always a kiss and a promise for more,
As his ship slowly glides away from the shore.

Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,
While you're dying inside from wanting him so.

Watching him leave with eyes filled with tears,
Standing alone with your hopes, dreams, and fears.


It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,
To a far away love, in a far away town.





It's going to temple, to kneel and to pray,
And really meaning the things that you say.







Days go by - no mail for a spell,
You wait for some words to hear that he is well.

Then a letter arrives and you're given in,
To open this letter and read with a grin.













Yes, he is well and misses you so,
And filled with the love you wanted to know.

Weeks are like months, and months are like years,
You wait for the day you'll have no more fears.

Days go by slowly - how many have passed?
Then suddenly you realize it's here at last!

Yes loving a Sailor isn't much fun,
But it's worth the price when the heart is won.

And remember he is thinking of you every day,
He's sad, he's lonely, while so far away.

So love him and miss him and hold your head high,
Be strong and have faith - wipe that tear from your eye.

Your man is a Sailor, like those who have gone before,
It's a high price to pay for loving a Sailor!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010 Resolutions.


I am Thankful :



For my Mother,
Who suggest what is for dinner tonight

BECAUSE it means
SHE IS HOME FOR ME.







FOR my Father,
Who is on the sofa, watching his favourite tv Channels,
BECAUSE it means

HE IS HOME WITH ME.






 

 












FOR the taxes I pay
BECAUSE it means
I AM EMPLOYED.

















FOR the mess to clean after a party
BECAUSE it means 

I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.


 







 

FOR the clothes that fit a little too snug
BECAUSE it means 
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.





FOR my shadow that watches me work on the ship deck
BECAUSE it means
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE. 









FOR a lawn that needs mowing,
windows that need cleaning,
and gutters that need fixing
BECAUSE it means

I HAVE A HOME.




 
FOR all the complanining
I hear about the Government
BECAUSE it means
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. 





 



FOR the parking spot
I find that at the far end of the parking lot
BECAUSE it means 

I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. 


  
FOR my huge heating bill
BECAUSE it means
I AM WARM. 












FOR the lady who sings off key in jazz cafe

BECAUSE it means
I CAN HEAR.





FOR the pile of laundry and ironing
BECAUSE it means
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR. 


FOR wearness and aching muscles at the end of the day
BECAUSE it means

I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.





FOR the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours
BECAUSE it means

I AM STILL ALIVE. 

Friday, January 1, 2010

Do You Remember When?

"those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it again" - George Santayana, 1863




The day when you will find that I became very old,
                try to have some patience to me and try to understand me.

If I get dirty by eating…
If I have some difficulty dressing…

be patient... Remember the hours that I spent to learn you
any sorts of things when you were small.


If I repeat the same thing dozens of time,
does not interrupt me…  Listen to me…

If I do not wash myself any more so often under the shower,
do not reprimand and do not tell me that it is a shame.
Remember how many excuses I had to invent to make
you take a bath you were small.

By seeing my ignorance towards the new technologies,
do not laugh of me but leave me rather the time to understand
I taught you so many things indeed to eat well …to dress well… to behave well… how to confront the problems of the life …

If I sometimes miss memory or am not able to follow a conversation, 
leave me the necessary time to recollect  and if I do not reach there,
do not become a nervous and arrogant person
because the most important for me,…
it is to be with you and to be able to speak to you.

If I refuse to eat, do not force myself…
I know very well when I am hungry and when I am not hungry. .

When my poor legs will not allow me any more to move as before …
Help me in the same way as I held your hands
to learn you make your first steps.


And when one day, I shall say to you that I do not want to live any more …
that I want to die,  do not get angry … 

because one day, you will also understand

Try to understand that at certain age, we do not really live any more. We simply survive!

One day, you will understand that in spite of all my errors, I always wanted what was best for you and that I prepared you the ground for when you’ve grown up.

You do not have to feel sad, unfortunate or incompetent in front of my old age and of my state.
You have to stay near me, try to understand what I live, to make your best as I did at  your birth.


Help me to walk, help me to end my life with love and patience.
The only way that I need to thank you for it, it is a smile and a lot of love from you.

“When I am gone, do worship me but do not serve me. To serve are to your parents who brought you up in this world. For them is the living Buddha on earth.” – Buddha.

Just When I Thought...

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Here I am... playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free

Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending



Just when I thought I was  over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without...you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain




















I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you


Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you





She just knows who she is... :)